vibrant
joyous
orange
my life opens
to playfulness and ease
why can’t I laugh anymore?
vibrant
joyous
orange
my life opens
to playfulness and ease
why can’t I laugh anymore?
I have won
the battle
with my mind.
I am awarded
a new
heart.
my anxiety comes on strong
when I cannot see what is happening
sound
is not quite enough
information.
what are all these
amphibians
doing in my mind?
cold blooded
can I surrender to the temperature around me?
I lash out at him
destroying
his arguments
in seconds
cut throat
“you don’t make any sense”
I will do anything
to avoid
accepting
the truth.
you stand in my way
blocking where I want to go
stop
getting in between me
and my life.
ripples through the crowd
we breathe
only a great
can create
such a feeling
1000 hearts flutter
then grow quiet.
I bask
in the afternoon
sun
held
even though I’m alone on the beach
sun warming back
freedom
slither
slender
snake
bite.
don’t take chances
be afraid
be alone,
never leave your house.
covered in frogs
make me sick.
what is this holiday?
I thought I had someone to cuddle this winter,
but I don’t.